The wasted time.

This season more than ever in the past 5 years, I have been reminded mostly of the time and life being wasted. Maybe I am healing finally and am ready to move on. Maybe! I don’t really know.

People around me have been taking time off work and traveling with families. I was reminded how I was looking forward to any possible vacation, always looking out for cheaper flights/ or hotel deals and planning possible travel before I found out about his cheating. The first few years after that I somehow existed. There was not even a day when I was truly happy. I started healing in the year 2020. I finally…