Drifting apart!

I have no words to describe how it really feels to know that the one person who was my world, did not want me. How could he tell me lie after lie and be cool with it? How could he be happy with her knowing that I was waiting at home for him? How could he celebrate her birthday and take her to a surprise dinner telling lies to me? How could he even plan a whole two days overseas with her and hide everything so cleverly all the while pretending to love me? How could he do all the rest of things he did to me?

Was I even in his mind? Was it that he only thought of me when he thought about the lies to fool…